better

i just wanted to express that i want better habits, and im striving for more. ty thats all. 

my exhaustive list willl be kept to myself, but i want better for myself.

I dont want to get so lost in others illusions and their lives anymore, i want to be focused on my betterment. i want purer focus on my betterment and stronger belief in the allowing and achievement of it.

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i also want adventure.