Monday, April 6, 2015

Vipassana like 4 or 5....Whatever free writing crazy ness dont read it

So Shopping is REALLY good therapy
                A different form of Self Love Without being Obsevvive ( SELF CONTROL!! )

free writng :
 kehfljlwgm;smlfgm so i ate a subway sandwhich it was good kinda, have work thats due tomorrow and a test friday Wing extra side of WING : ) pass the test i ashall finsh the work i shall, work all night and get 5 hours sleep i shall contradictory yes and im writing again call me jack kerowac only im not a closet bisectaul wjho will kill himself before forty or am i idk i do know just free writing need to east m]need to feed good ything i have a subway sandwhich, why is free writing an exersise doesnt this just promote the budhisst western mokey mind. im not too sure this is somethin i should practice, will this lower my anxuety having constant thoughts or thi sjust a practice to help expand that, maybe i should think on this more lol conudrum  okay so i think i really am gonna eat once i hit the halfway mark. playing the game transistor was awesome on ps4 xbox and steam superfun game i also thought of allen ginsbutrg right now need to redefine how i view relationships how i define men in general potential need to rediefine how i view humans what are people to me ate they things that need to be fixed are they things im really good at fixing with insoght wht is my relationship to myself theses are all things im posting to avoid posting something more personal and demanding of my focus split focus still allows for manidfestsation, i  really want to eat a burger right now medium still bloddy and i want cheese lettuce so many veggies sjust a veggie burger salad no bread lots of meat y blood y food y goodness  am i halfway yet?

i told you not to read it....


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