Opus #89

So i was doing my vipassana meditation and i could feel the energy density within and around my body and in my skull. there were a couple of instances of pain. the meditation was successful. i felt that as i did it 2 issues that the energy was connected to flowed a little bit better.

i may call starbucks and ask for my leave of absence to be released and work there again.

I'm not really into sharing right now but i did write some poetry.

i think i shall take up dancing again, ballroom this time.

-------------------------------------------------

What grace befals me
should i choose to walk again
awareness of my security winds round me like a warmed blanket
I am Blessed by the creatures in this world who recognize my soul
and they are blessed by my staying in it.

--------------------------------------------------

I can Understand
the fear
of sharing your inner dimensions
your world
with another
and the tentative tour of eggshells
as you introduce them to parts more intimate than your sex
all these hidden islands
with ecosystems variant and wild
lush vegetation and barren deserts
the hidden intimacies of two fearful hearts
and the sighs released from perfectly matched pairs of parted lips
when gained
the sweet dew of trust renewed when faithfully unbroken.