Today

Okay so writings for today, I have the weekend off Awesome! But earlier my parentage saw the state of distress I wave in and out of by entering my room. 

It was a stye and I was embarrassed.

I've been cleaning up the main living areas to keep them away from that and since I have a limited amount of energy I had grown used to the mess I left myself in. 

I'm cleaning up right now.

I feel a bit better but it still comes and goes in waves. I need something to focus on, an anchor of sorts in my memory warehouse. Something I can build upon to hold me down when things get stormy. 

Maybe a precious memory. 

So far it's just been violet flame/violet light.

When I spoke with a future roommate the other day, it was almost like the first time I felt their energy. 

Very grubby, like trying to get something from me. I may do a banishment for that sort if thing , when it comes to them.

They do have the best of intentions at least it seems that way. I just don't need to deal with those sorts of things in one of my kingdoms.

May do energy work tonight I'm feeling some reiki.

And solitude again.

I'll write more later ciao