Graditude

Today is 4/19/15

and today i am thankful for my father. Grys Anatomy and the silence of space, my own space.

Grass is Green

So is it all this game that we play with one another, one person has an attribute we want and we play at jealousy ?

weird ....

Concerns ... Not really

Hey there Glammie fans lol, so I'm watching the fault in our stars ,

Looking at the result on my body of playing depressed (not cute btw) 

And listening to Borns Past lives.

My concern for my future is that I won't be as active as I once was, but it doesn't matter, not really. 

I will be active and it's all a process.

I also don think I like the majority of friends I have ( no offense ) but I want to grow and expand and want more experiences reflective of that. I'm not sure surrounding myself with a support group is best. 

I will give myself new experiences, maybe just visit new places bymyself. 

Also just go exploring bymyself, that used to be my favorite before I discovered friendship here . 

These are my thoughts , peace 

What is GOD/Source

So i was trolling social media and i saw this question:...."
question....What do you think of the Statement " God is source energy, energy doesn't give a shit about anything, source energy is just for creating, we are the creators creating ??????"

some people were agreeing and sayning it doesnt care here is what i said..

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    I answer your question with what do you think god is. at the core of what we are is love. love always cares, i think that with that statement there is illusion embedded within it and that time out getting to feel have personal experience with and communion with the energy of creation to know its creator would do you some good. in face im gonna take that advice after I shower,

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     and another way of viewing it is a creator is never separate form its creation, when you birth something into existence ( i would know im an artist) you are literally breathing life into another aspect of who you are which acne be a painfully deep process. you as a creator are intimately tied to your creation, so no. God/Source energy does give a shit. maybe not the way you want but it does. go out and get to know yourself, because we are extensions of that same creative energy. ( kinda agitated, but said with love  ) okay bye now

Day 1 of Lexie Root Muladhara

Today is Day 1

I took 1/2 a pill to let my body adjust and have to wait 7 days.

I actually just took it about an hour before, and now I have experienced a slight headache. I felt a sense of relief when  took it. it felt like I was making the right choice.

Its 12:40pm right now and  we will see what the effect is.

also I have learned and I know that I had paranoid tendencies, trust issues.

After going through this learning experience it may be best that I spend Alot of time to myself and I need to to better myself. To not focus on people and to learn how to focus as purely as I would someone in need but on myself.

I need to give myself this gift.


I'm piecing things together, when people are on antidepressants, alcohol and other drugs are intensified. it would explain alot. also the taking advice from others ad not trusting yourself. i can understand. I just wish you would've told me. with everything the universe told me, i wish you would have told me. ~Alex

Grooming For Greatness

I Feel Like I'm Being Groomed,
           Like Prepared for something that will happen sooner or later in life.

Currently Im a Reverend/ Pastor/ Priest.
                 I give Damn Good Readings
                 I can Make Petitions on the behalf of others
                 I am Connected to Iam Presence.
                 Ect, Ect Ect :D

During this light cycle I have learned to not be so open with people. to maintain that faith but allow others to decide what is best for them even when i don't fully understand.

I have learned to REALLY close off my chakras and energy centers to people who aren't that good for me

I have learned persistence and to not let exhaustion determine if i will do something. If I want Something I Just Do It. I can practice this more than ever before now.

I have learned the art of politics and the art of focus. although I have had it from before it is more available to me in the midst of a group or confrontation.

I have learned the Value of My Existence.

I Have Learned to better take care of myself and accept the Blessings Of Compliments From Others 
( if a curse is evil intent and energy then what is a conversely blessing <3 )

I have learned self Love and Putting Myself first, what is the most loving thing i can do for my self this moment.

I have learned to focus more fervently on the Dream of Who I want to be, and how a little bit each day contributes to that dream.

I have learned to let go of Comparisons, ( I Already do that,) but i have learned to let go of others energy of comparison 9 empathic , which in turn has taught me to close my chakras and energy centers off to certain people because they hit me and i end up playing their game, loosing control over myself and thats not okay. )

I have learned Focus.

I Have Remembered to Set up and Use my Altar.
I have remembered i am a being of Light.
I have Remembered my origin
I have Remembered My love Of Spiritual Focus
I have Remembered How easy Life Actually is 
I have Remembered How Easy Life is supposed to be all the time
I have Remembered the Spiritual Birthright We All have Available To us
I have Remembered I am a state of Grace

I Allow The Divine Manifestation of Source to be my state today
I Allow Myself to feel Joy and Laugh today

I have Remembered that it is not the energy of the place but ,the energy I decide to bring with me 
I have Remembered I Hold Rank In Whatever Space I am In, In Whatever Situation I have allowed myself to be, I Am a Being Of light and I carry that torch with me.

I Remember To Remember to Stay Focused on The life The Vision Of me That I See Myself As. 

I Have Learned to Choose to be Confident in My Choice of Joy, (still trying a bit with this one )

I Have Remembered Myself.

Eclipse energy

Hey :) I think that this wormhole eclipse transition was about breaking illusions and teaching is whatever it was we needed to become self sufficient. I know that we will be "tested" again or we will see situations that will reinforce what we have learned. And I think we all should be prepared for that. This is what I'm coming to expect at least. So stand in your power and stay in your truth everyone !!! Ttyl. Also remember we are all deliberate creators we get to decide what we invite in our lives regardless of planetary influence, we have the ability to choose. By default or deliberately, best of love and joy to you all -Alexander